tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7194453176302149894.post6305403383125807902..comments2013-12-28T01:27:07.992-06:00Comments on forget regret, or life is yours to miss: i don't remember the first time i felt unbeautiful, the day i chose not to eatNora the Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17762502640914533986noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7194453176302149894.post-91608241444239706482012-05-31T15:56:27.296-05:002012-05-31T15:56:27.296-05:00Sorry, I juuuuuuuuust now saw this reply. Failsauc...Sorry, I juuuuuuuuust now saw this reply. Failsauce. That would be wonderful to get together with you and Becca! =)Nora the Explorerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17762502640914533986noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7194453176302149894.post-51109525322761874912012-05-21T21:33:14.861-05:002012-05-21T21:33:14.861-05:00Holy crap Nora!
I had no idea you struggled with ...Holy crap Nora!<br /><br />I had no idea you struggled with eating and PTSD. I'll be sure to pray for you!<br /><br />And we should plan to hang out sometime soon! Due to both of our transportation limitations, it seems wise that we involve a third party. lol I have a friend named Becca, she is a great person, sound in the faith and she's my mentor-ish friend! We should plan to get together sometime soon!someone notjewishhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08896002475419040988noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7194453176302149894.post-58234725748008578972012-05-13T18:47:55.011-05:002012-05-13T18:47:55.011-05:00Sounds like what I was going through before surger...Sounds like what I was going through before surgery. I wanted so badly to be healed, but that meant going into the unknown, away from what I'd known for 10 years. I hated being in pain and having the rib hump but I didn't understand life without it. Plus there were the old memories that scoliosis drew up that made me hate myself more, for not doing anything about it sooner (I truly felt embarrassed at the consultation appointment, telling the doctor I waited 10 years), and for letting other stupid things get to me.<br /><br />Yeah, it's pretty scary, not knowing what the other side looks like. Even though you know it's better than the side you're on, it's still intimidating as all hell. You just have to find a way to commit to going forth with it, and getting the little voice in your head to shut up long enough to let you move forward with healing. (I was silently yelling at the little voice in my head to shut up right up until they wheeled me to the OR. And then I was knocked out before the little voice had a chance to start up again. ^_^) <br /><br />Hang tough, my friend! You can do it, I know you can!Stephhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01625699901324025892noreply@blogger.com